Hello everyone .

HAHAHAHA long time didnt update my blog dy .
And well , time passes like so fast . 
And yeah finally high school has ended and im GRADUATED ! :D
Haha , though ended but yet misses it too .
Hmm , many shit things happened . But yet , many good things happened too .
Seriously i dont gve a fuck if you dont like me.
Just stay away from me , like i care .
LOL , sorry too over reacted . 
Anyway , its kinda late now , gotta sleep .

♥

Him ♥

Hmmm yeah 19 days more to his birthday .

Ohhh shit I havent buy anything yet to prepare my fondue to him .

Anyway , have to put those preparations aside first , as I am shoooo busy studying for my midterm . 

Hmmm but my goal is SPM . Hahaha so i dint really care much for this freaking midterm . 

But mom wants me to get good scores , can see it from what she acting nowadays :)

Hahahaha i knows you very welll MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMM :D

You called me just now and called me to take care , telling me you will be back on this friday . 

Mom , yeah i know you loves me very much and I love you very much too .

We both just dont like to show it out :p

Hmmm , i have lost contact with many friends of mine .

Wanted to text them and ask them bout recent lifes , but is like so awkward to text them and talk like last time .

Thats why i always said , once you lose someone , there's never exactly the same person who comes back , no matter hpw close you both had been .

About him , actually it's not your problem baby .

I just think too much sometimes . 

I dont know why , i just like to think too much .

When you late reply a bit , I would think that you were busy talking to others , abadoning me.

When you said you will call , but end up not calling , I'll get mad , is like fucking mad . Haha forgive me babe .

I love you , ver much , now and always .

Im afraid , one day there will be a prettier one , way more considerate one , way more better than me and everything , I am seriously afraid that you will leave me .

You know right , I know you always know I am the one who loves more in this relationship .

They said , the one who loves more is always the one who get hurts the most .

I told you , I just want to be with you , nothing and no one else can replace you . 

You must never leve me kay babe . 

Still remember what you said ? You said you want to live the rest of your life with me . 

You said you will put on the ring on my finger . 

You said you will want me to become the happiest lady ever on earth being with you .

I remember each and every thing you said , because i really really put my heart in ♥

 Ingredients for preparing chocolate fondue :)

We are young .

Hmmm , i just feel like blogging tonight .

I dont know why .

Recently I have been chasing a Hong Kong drama , ( On Call 36 Hours )

After watching this drama , I realised that life is actually very short and unpredictable .

You may still laughing in the previous minuts , but who knows in the next minute something unlucky may happen ?

No one knows what's gonna happen next . 

So , appreciate people you love , and do what you want to do , say what you want to say , before it's too late .

Tho' my mom , always nag me for studies , scold me for being naughty * sometimes , but i never really put the blame on her as I know it is my responsibilty to do as a student right now (:

I remembered once my friend told me and tilll now it is now still in my head . 

* How long can you still be with your parents ? Just appreciate time with them . Be a fillial and dont ever treat them bad , because God will take your parents away if you ever treat them bad .

I thought of it thoroughly ,and i know what i can do now is study hard and take care of them in the future .

And to my dad now in England , pa , take care kay . 

Even though you've been separated with us for almost 6 years , but I still remember those happy moments with you . Please take good care of yourself , as I cant take care of you right now . I promise you , I'll study very hard , I wont disappoint you anymore . And dont worry me (: I miss you , very much ♥

 Here's the theme song for the HongKong drama . Enjoy (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ERBPaM94A2A&feature=related 

Tuesday - Labour Day :)

Hmmm , it's labour day today but yet need to tuition .
Buuu buuu ! Hahahaha
Tuition kinda fun today cause sat with hoehoe and yongyong !
HAHAHAHAHA then he picked me up from tuition , then went aeon .
Omg , i got lost in Aeon :'(
He dont know went where and I walked all alone in that big fucking building for almost an hour .
Hmmmpphh . Sad you know !
I cried and yeah finally he found me .
That gave me great relief ! HAAAAAAAAAAA #
I tell you kay VicWong , dont ever loose my hand anymore I tell you !
If not I'll just cut that off !
Hmmm just reach home :)
Gotta bathe and do revision and sleeeeep !  
RAINNNNNNNNNN ♥

M.O.O.D.Y

Ah-ha , long time didnt update my dear bloggie dy .
HAHA , miss it so much , didnt express my feeling out kinda long .
Hmm , days with him happy and yet sad too , sometimes .
How to say ? Happy is when he is free to accompany me , being with me all day long , and i can touch him and see him .
Sad is when I cant even get one of his text the whole day and the feeling of being ignored haunts me .
Hmmm , kinda tired with him sometimes . Is like , too much of ups and downs in this relationship . I cant bear it anymore .
He asked me , whether is it very unhappy being with him ?
And i just said yeah . He asked why I am still holding on then ?
I just said because i really love you . I know I'll be much more heart broken and regret if I ever break up with you .
I just want some care from you sometimes , nothing else .
I just wish every night you will at least spare some time sending a goodnight text to me ,, spare some time to think of it . That's it.
HAAAA , feeling much more better after writing everything out .
Hahaha , gotta let you see some of my photos :)
Take care everyone , and beware of earthquake !

Him and her ♥

Alright , it's sunday :3

Ahhhh , it's sunday today .
Kinda boring sunday I have :(
Hmmm , didnt see him for past few weeks dy .
Ohmygod , i wonder how can i survive through .
I used to see him once or maybe twice a week , but now ?
I really hope the fucking mechanic can quickly repair his car and come meet me :(
Babe , i really miss you . I miss the way you hug me .
I miss the way you kiss me . I miss the way you tickle me .
I miss the way you lie on me , i miss the way you hold my hands .
I really scared i would not remember those feelings anymore .
Time is like separating us .
We have less and less and less topics to talk .
Your job and my studies , killers too .
HOW ? I dont want to be like this .
PLEASE , i just need some caring , from you .

Valentines' ♥ !

Ehem , valentines is almost here :S
My chocolates are still so , cacated :(
Yerr , HOW ?
Anyone know how to cook chocolate without making it burnt ?
Haiyoooooooo , help !!
Errrr luckily i 've prepared some other present too :D
HAHAHAH , if not , DEAD :/
Hmmmm life with him happy sometimes , sad sometimes larr .
Dont always wish for happy lar !
Hmm very unlucky . Valentines' falls on school day .
DAMN , cant out dy lor .
But nvm , replace it after march exams :)
Its just the same , as long as im with him , everyday is valentines ! ♥
Hehehe , i misss him now .
Wannnaaaa huggg him tight tight :P
Everyone said me and him are puppy love :/
I dont feel so ahh , so im gonna work hard with him , prove to others we're having a mature love :)
Exams are coming , is like so fucking fast time passing .
Or maybe im too happy with him , doesnt realize time passiing so fast :p
Hahahah whatever lar right .
Anyway , ill work hard for my spm .
I S W E A R :)

love love for him ♥ :*