Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Him ♥

Hmmm yeah 19 days more to his birthday .
Ohhh shit I havent buy anything yet to prepare my fondue to him .
Anyway , have to put those preparations aside first , as I am shoooo busy studying for my midterm . 
Hmmm but my goal is SPM . Hahaha so i dint really care much for this freaking midterm . 
But mom wants me to get good scores , can see it from what she acting nowadays :)
Hahahaha i knows you very welll MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMM :D
You called me just now and called me to take care , telling me you will be back on this friday . 
Mom , yeah i know you loves me very much and I love you very much too .
We both just dont like to show it out :p
Hmmm , i have lost contact with many friends of mine .
Wanted to text them and ask them bout recent lifes , but is like so awkward to text them and talk like last time .
Thats why i always said , once you lose someone , there's never exactly the same person who comes back , no matter hpw close you both had been .
About him , actually it's not your problem baby .
I just think too much sometimes . 
I dont know why , i just like to think too much .
When you late reply a bit , I would think that you were busy talking to others , abadoning me.
When you said you will call , but end up not calling , I'll get mad , is like fucking mad . Haha forgive me babe .
I love you , ver much , now and always .
Im afraid , one day there will be a prettier one , way more considerate one , way more better than me and everything , I am seriously afraid that you will leave me .
You know right , I know you always know I am the one who loves more in this relationship .
They said , the one who loves more is always the one who get hurts the most .
I told you , I just want to be with you , nothing and no one else can replace you . 
You must never leve me kay babe . 
Still remember what you said ? You said you want to live the rest of your life with me . 
You said you will put on the ring on my finger . 
You said you will want me to become the happiest lady ever on earth being with you .
I remember each and every thing you said , because i really really put my heart in

 Ingredients for preparing chocolate fondue :)

Friday, May 4, 2012

We are young .

Hmmm , i just feel like blogging tonight .
I dont know why .
Recently I have been chasing a Hong Kong drama , ( On Call 36 Hours )
After watching this drama , I realised that life is actually very short and unpredictable .
You may still laughing in the previous minuts , but who knows in the next minute something unlucky may happen ?
No one knows what's gonna happen next . 
So , appreciate people you love , and do what you want to do , say what you want to say , before it's too late .
Tho' my mom , always nag me for studies , scold me for being naughty * sometimes , but i never really put the blame on her as I know it is my responsibilty to do as a student right now (:
I remembered once my friend told me and tilll now it is now still in my head . 
* How long can you still be with your parents ? Just appreciate time with them . Be a fillial and dont ever treat them bad , because God will take your parents away if you ever treat them bad .
I thought of it thoroughly ,and i know what i can do now is study hard and take care of them in the future .
And to my dad now in England , pa , take care kay . 
Even though you've been separated with us for almost 6 years , but I still remember those happy moments with you . Please take good care of yourself , as I cant take care of you right now . I promise you , I'll study very hard , I wont disappoint you anymore . And dont worry me (: I miss you , very much

 Here's the theme song for the HongKong drama . Enjoy (: 

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Tuesday - Labour Day :)

Hmmm , it's labour day today but yet need to tuition .
Buuu buuu ! Hahahaha
Tuition kinda fun today cause sat with hoehoe and yongyong !
HAHAHAHAHA then he picked me up from tuition , then went aeon .
Omg , i got lost in Aeon :'(
He dont know went where and I walked all alone in that big fucking building for almost an hour .
Hmmmpphh . Sad you know !
I cried and yeah finally he found me .
That gave me great relief ! HAAAAAAAAAAA #
I tell you kay VicWong , dont ever loose my hand anymore I tell you !
If not I'll just cut that off !
Hmmm just reach home :)
Gotta bathe and do revision and sleeeeep !